Another week has come to an end. So quickly. This time last week, I was worrying over my French exam and Bio practical test. Now I’m worried over my Psychology and Family and Community Health presentations next week. And I’m stressed over Psychology’s presentation now. Cause I’m not exactly sure how to go about it. I don’t know what I should do, what I should not do. Oh dear God. And everyone else’s marks are in my hands as well. I got to do this right! I want to make our presentation the BEST! Like, the POWER presentation! Hahahaha! Maybe cause I like Psychology, and I think it’s something so…profound, in a way. I want to make the best of it, I want to understand it! So much to digest…*sigh*
Didn’t get through the audition for National Day event for dance. Was quite down about it, but, nevertheless, I shall stand up again, and look forward to other opportunities. Maybe it’s a sign, a good sign, in a way. Maybe I just need some time to myself to finish up all that I have yet to finish. But whatever it is, I shall not let it stand in my way to open other doors. 
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It’s been a hectic week as well, one exam after another. I managed to pull through Bio, but I know I did screwed up some questions, here and there. Damn, and I thought I have them all at the tip of my fingers! How could I overlook that part?? Whatever it is, I’ve done my best, now all I can do is just wait for my results, hoping it will turn out great.
This week had also been quite an emotional week for me, what with my own group members fighting among themselves, and I was trying to stay neutral, cause there really isn’t any point in getting angry or annoyed when a heated fight is already going on. Somehow, either I seem to lose my control more easily, or I seem to manage to keep them in control better than I ever have. It’s strange, but I guess, since I’m going to deal with more people with all kinds of character, I might as well learn how to control all these emotions now.
Well, at least I got to somehow relax-ed a bit yesterday. Classes weren’t so hectic yesterday, so we (Yanti, Priya, Syahiran, and yours truly) went out for Subway at AMK Hub for lunch. heeee! We were happy kids. Finally something good after a week of school’s food! Bleh! And Priya isn’t a vegetarian now on Fridays cause her mommy said she doesn’t have to now, so YAY! Last week when we went to the same Subway, poor Priya had Veggie Delite, and my, how we never stopped making fun of her going all the way to Subway to have just vegetables. XD! LOL Poor girl. (Priya if you’re reading this, please don’t kill me, cause you know you don’t want to! *shines*!) So so so, I had cheese steak and it was GOOD! ! So yes, we were happy kids. Then we had to go back to school. OH! And for the first time in a damn long time, I SAT IN A CAR IN SINGAPORE! HAHAHAHAHA! Yes, call me silly, whatever, but it’s been so damn long since I sat in a car, AND in Singapore! Lol. I told Yanti as she was driving and she literally laughed her ass off at me. Cause I was sorta floating, sitting at the front seat, swaying with this dreamy look on my face as I realized I was IN A CAR in SINGAPORE. Heeee. Now I can’t wait to go back to KL and sit in a car AGAIN! I’m ridiculous. LOL!
Then in the evening, Tanveer and I lingered around in school, while waiting for Ernest cause he was getting out of camp yesterday evening. We called him and he said he’d reach school at 8pm, and it was about 5+pm when we called him. -.- We were not amused. Lol. So we lingered in school, sat here, got bored, sat there, got bored, until I was attacked with this sharp pain of gastric. I don’t know how, or why I got the pain but damn, I thought I was going to die! And I ATE IN THE AFTERNOON! Hmph! But I got better when Tanveer helped got me some milk, so then we moved on to the library and I had a brilliant idea. Since we were wasting time, why not waste time doing something useful?? So I parked myself at the Recommended Books section and started leafing through all the Psychology books. ! Tanveer entertained himself by doing all the Psychology Test Yourselves thingys and lol, it was hilarious, some tests. Though I only managed to photocopy stuff from one book cause my photocopying skills sucked yesterday. (It was just yesterday, mind you!) When Ernest finally arrived, it was near 830pm. He arrived in his NS uniform, LOL! We went to AMK Hub (AGAIN! Second time in a day!) and wanted to watch Harry Potter!!! But the timing was too late, I won’t get home in time, and Ernest has already watched it (TRAITOR!!!!). We told him NOT to watch it first but he HAD to go watch it. Hmph! So we just had dinner, talked talked talked, walked to the MRT station, talked talked talked some more and finally left for home at nearly 11pm. Lol! Tanveer and Ernest even wanted to go to Somerset at 1015pm just to go there and hang out, but I was like, YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY! Lol. Ooooo! School was having this fair thing going on at the Atrium, and there was this stall that sells cute ceramic stuff with things written on them, and you can write your names on too! I thought it was a great gift idea, and damn cute, so I decided to get it for Tanveer and Ernest. ! Darn I forgot to take a picture of them, its like a personality thing! I wanted one that says “Princess” but it was gone by the time Tanveer went to get them for me!!! So he got me “Dreamer” instead. We got Ernest “Hunk”. LOL. He looked at it and went…”HUNK???” LOL! Hilarious. And I can’t believe what Tanveer got for himself. He got “Sexy”. He thought it was really funny, and I was just staring at him, jaw dropped and I went, “You got yourself SEXY??? SEXY????? ARE YOU INSANE???” Lol. But what he didn’t REALIZE in his haste was the picture was of a girl, and his name is written behind it. HAHAHAHAH! Serve him right. *smug smile* When I get to have them all three together, I’ll take a picture of them, and post them right up. !
And I am right to say that I’m a nocturnal person. I seem to work best at night. But not for long, cause I’d get sleepy and all. Lol. And and and!!! I’ve been posted to Alexandra Hospital for my attachment this September!!! 
! And you know what SUCKS???? I’m posted for 3 weeks in mid-September and it’s DURING RAYA WEEK!!!! I think I get a 3 weeks holiday first, then attachment for 3 weeks, then another week of holidays before Semester 2 officially starts! OH MY GOD I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M MISSING HARI RAYA THIS YEAR!!!!! IT’S NOT FAIR!!! Kak Nik and Iman and auntie and uncle are gonna KILL ME! *gasp*! And I’m missing all the fun!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is not funny. Not at all. And I haven’t even start listing out my stress list, including all the exams coming up in about a month! Already I’m worried over my attachment and and and, what if I KILL SOMEONE????? This attachment is some sort of assessment and I gotta PASS this thing!!! I can’t fail, but I’m so so worried!!!
I can faint from all these “excitement”. *Sigh*.
Gotta go work on Psychology again now. Will update again soon.
Toodles.
P.S. Lunch time performance is happening again! 29th July 2009! Wheeeee! ! Dance! XD!
P.P.S. I’d be deadly exhausted by then. God bless.
P.P.P.S. I want ice cream. I WANT!!!
