La Tanière d’un Rêveur

Here I am, on my last week of work, staring at the stryrofoam container containing my lunch, losing much appetite to eat, and making myself finish it. (Think about all the other starving people in the world!!!) So yes, I work til Friday. Then I am free. Or rather, I am going to be slavering myself to get that bloody ICA to get through the system, or else be an illegal student in somebody else’s country. And if you don’t understand what I’m saying, it’s perfectly fine, because sometimes my mind is filled with too much crap for me to sort them out, hence resulting in nonsense being typed out and posted on a public blog for public view. *mentally breathes* I felt like I just recited everything above in ONE BREATH! Lol. You know I’m going crazy when I start not making sense.

Okay, so nothing’s new so far, except…the fact that I’m ‘migrating’ to Singapore for a good few years for studies. Yes, I’m finally going to study again! ! It’s been like…since…JUNE 2008 since I last touch any academic books for my own sake. It would be 10 months since I last studied! Oh my god! That’s friggin’ long! How I managed to survive, I have no idea. Perhaps it’s because I’ve been too caught up with work. So I’m a bit afraid if I can actually manage my studies like usual. I mean, come on, for someone who’s left the study table for quite some time…all the notes, assignments, and tests may just scare the brain out of me. But…*ties a white cloth over her forehead* I’m gonna have to do it anyway, so HAH! God bless me. Lol.

I’m still staring at my unfinished lunch.

I can’t finish it. Or rather, can I say, I don’t need to? Lol.

My poor lunch.

My poor starving people out there in the world.

Forgive me.

Toodles.

The cough isn’t going away! And I’ve been asked if I’ve got lung cancer or something. (Thanks Ernie. *mutters under breath*)

LUNG CANCER!

Does that tell you how bad is my cough???

No??

Well…let’s see. Have you watched Lord of the Rings? A bit, at least? You know Gollum?? The strange, ugly looking creature who was once a Hobbit but is now horrendous because of its obsession with the Ring??

Familiar?

Yes. I cough like HIM. Like Gollum. Good grief. No wonder the lung cancer.

I hope I get better ASAP.

I’m going to Singapore tomorrow by the way, so updates won’t come for a few days.

I’m still waiting for my lappy. My laptop I mean. My RED HOT BABY! :D! I’ll take shots of my baby when it arrives. I just can’t wait! Wheeee!

I just realised. None of the above connects to each other. Lol. Oh well. Randomness.

AHHH! My mom is driving me nuts!!!

Toodles.

So here’s a Personality Test that I did, out of boredom and since I was tagged a couple of times. I did it a second time, since the first time, I had…not to say doubts but…second decisions you can say. ! Can’t blame me, you know how indecisive I can become. So below, is the first round, which I had answered with my instincts and heart. The second round was about the same only with some more thoughts resulting in some different sections. I’ll post it below this list, in colour.

First round:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

It sounds like me, alright. Somehow. Agree, disagree? Yes, no, maybe, I don’t know?? Let me know. *winks*

Toodles.

I am coughing my lights out every 2 minutes, and on top of that, I’m losing my voice. I can barely hear myself in the mornings, and after coughing til I want to rip my brains out, I can slowly hear the faint remnants of my voice. Or what’s left of it anyway. Why, why, WHY do I have to be coughing now?? Or get sick EVEN??? Hmph! This must be due to long exposure to my own MOM. She’s been coughing for the past 2 months and not getting any better regardless of how many medications she’s been taking. Sigh. I better be seeing the doctor tonight, there’s no way in heaven I’m gonna be coughing for the next 2 months or more, like my mom. I’d drive myself and everyone else crazy with the constant coughing.

And well, I didn’t go to Kuantan. Sniff. But I did get to see someone. *winks* Poor Jeff and my sister had to accompany me to Pavilion on Monday and wait while I shopped. I WARNED them beforehand that I was gonna take long. Did they listen to me? Nooooooooo, they probably thought I was exaggerating. And of course, I wasn’t.  I took an hour or more, and finally ended the ‘looking- around’ session and started on ‘decide now’ session. I think deciding itself took another half an hour. HAH! The both of them…well, rather, my sister, just agreed to everything I said merely to get me out of the shop. Hahahaha! How annoyingly cute she can be sometimes. Anyway, it was a good day, I bought 2 pieces of clothing, had a good quiet shopping day with my two loved ones, and it ended with choir. -.- It was a good thing my day had been pretty nice, cause later that night, I had been rehearsing for 2 hours at least. I came home with my feet and body aching crazy, especially my feet. Horrific.

Mew mew. I’m officially bored. I’ll go do some notes on Facebook. Then I’ll come back and doodle some more.

La la la, I’m spreading germs to everything around me. God bless.

Toodles.